Besides me I been a bronie for the longest time!

I seen so many pegaus, unicorns, winged unicorns.. and a lot of other things.


I'M STILL THE ONLY TRUE LEATHER WING PEAGUS PONY IN WORLD!! Unless someone proves me wrong!




Yeah I are a pretty, pretty gray bronie. Silvercloud be me and I are dark colors cause those where all the colors I HAD as a KID!!!

I also got fan art of Silvercloud


Yeah ain't I luckie brony.

Got a quick question for my fur/ Brony if we had a local thing in Alabama would you go? Not sure if I wanna hold it but I'm a bit brave to suggest this idea maybe not who knows.

Okay either I'm an idiot or I have done something totaly stupid. To wear I can't get a friend of mine to allow him to leave comments in my lie journal post.

WHAT magical button did I push to not allow this function to happen. I like getting comments from friends and I now they do. Soo what magical button did I push to allow this to happen cause I want to UNPUSH and allow posting between friends so I can have the nice magical feeling of happyness come to me.

Yeah this where it shows I'm not that smart with computers and stuff. I check we are both friends and stuff so why. Why is he not allow to post in my live journal when I can post in his. This makes me question what thing I could have push to cause this to happen.

Other than that I'm doing very well, looking forward to the next feeding frenzy. Maybe have a converstation with someone. Get some info and in sight on up and coming things. Also talk to someone about MFM. I GOT MY DAYS OFF BWAH HA HA HA.

I also had a thought now this thought will appear in my next post but it a thought. We got the Funday Paw Pet Show right? Okay why not have a NARF PAWPETS! [grins and then sighs] Yeah am I the only idiot in our group that wants to do this. Cause I got the puppets we just need a stage, the gear and all the other stuff to do it with. Other than that, I WANT THE MAGICAL BUTTON TO BE UNPUSH so MY FRIEND can post in my live journal. Maybe I should google the answer.

You know that seems to be the answer to everything and anything in life google or wiki. Back then it was the dicitonary or the encyolida of brotanica... yeah we had those books and I used it only on CATS.

Wow I went off on a nice little tangent sorry.

So the feeding frenzy went okay. Sure not the center of attention but I made the effort ot listen in onto other conversation and pip in now and then.

sure i was a bit off and out of the group but making the effort and showing that i was willing to listen made an impression. I sure hope it did but other than that i think I did a good job in someway or another.

Ohh soo nervous about my first feeding freenzy but I'm READY!! YEAH!!!

Thrilled, thrilled, thrilled and nervous, nervous, nervous as heck! [flat lines]


I have a nice short hour of work for that day 1 p.m. to 5 p.m. that gives me time to wash off the smell of McCRAP off me and change into some nice fresh clean clothes, slap my tail on and get my bag then head out of the door.

Yet not sure who will all go so that the reason why I'm nervous, not sure what the converstations will be. Not sure who will notice me and stuff so I'm scared for the most part of not fitting in. I should fit in well since I'm a fur but I guess there that part of me that still bothers me about social outtings and events.

But I'm looking forward to making new friends and also to give out my cellphone number to new friends to enter act with more people and have more fun outtings. So in way I'm stepping out to over come some fears that I have and yet move on in my life to become that indpendant woman my mom see's in me more than I do myself.

I guess this can be a confidence booster that I'm doing for myself to also boost my morale and what little self estime I have for myself. If any I can say I'm proud of myself to do this and to TAKE that tiny baby set forward to make even bigger steps later on. So in way this is a builder upper for the cofidence that low in the department of development that I'm now developing on my own. By facing the cometments I have set out for myself and not backing out of them by a lame excuse. Going forward with the plan in motion and just going to set it out.

Going to see where this takes me in life, may not be a big deal to others but it is to me. So most likely I'm going to be enjoying myself in my own weird yet crazy way. <3

Well I ask on the NARF thread on how to find the people at Apple bee's and some stated find the group of people with tails, ears and collars, or ask for these people state I'm with them. Biggest group in the area.. okay easy.

WT.F DO I WEAR!!! [panics]


I know my day for work is SHORT very SHORT just FOUR HOURS but when it get closer for me to get off I will be like OMG I got to get home. Clean my fur out, get some nice clothing on, get my good shoes and then do something to kill time.

AHHHHH I guess when Tuesday comes I will be a bundle of nervos hopeful someone I will know me and say HEY it you!! I can calm down.

Been Asperger is a diffcult thing and I'm not using it as an excuse cause it not!



Asperger syndrome is a form of HIGH form of function autism. People with this syndrome have diffculty interacting socially, repeat behavoirs, and often are clumsy. Motor milestones may be delayed.

Other fun facts to know

Symptoms
People with Asperger syndrome become over-focused or obsessed on a single object or topic, ignoring all others. They want to know everything about this topic, and often talk about little else. [TRUE, I do this a lot so please don't be offend by me please!]

Children with Asperger syndrome will present many facts about their subject of interest, but there will seem to be no point or conclusion.

They often do not recognize that the other person has lost interest in the topic. [OHH so true very true. If this happens please just smile and nod at me.]

Areas of interest may be quite narrow, such as an obsession with train schedules, phone books, a vacuum cleaner, or collections of objects. [Yeah I got the collecting of objects down pat then again I thin we all do but mine on a different level than YOURS!]

People with Asperger do not withdraw from the world in the way that people with autism withdraw. They will often approach other people. However, their problems with speech and language in a social setting often lead to isolation. [This is VERY TRUE WITH ME. Me coming to the Feeding Frenzy is my way to break out of isolation! SO HELP ME OUT!]

Their body language may be off.

They may speak in a monotone, and may not respond to other people's comments or emotions. [I'm sorry in advance if this does happen]

They may not understand sarcasm or humor, or they may take a figure of speech literally. [True I do this, it takes me a while to catch on to things or I will take it literally even though you where just playing. SO careful with choice if topics.]

They do not recognize the need to change the volume of their voice in different settings. [Errr guilty at times but I catch it on quickly and do change the level. But a gentle tap might help]

They have problems with eye contact, facial expressions, body postures, or gestures (nonverbal communication). [This is true!]

They may be singled out by other children as "weird" or "strange." [Why my school life was evil]

People with Asperger syndrome have trouble forming relationships with children their own age or other adults, because they:

Are unable to respond emotionally in normal social interactions

Are not flexible about routines or rituals

Have difficulty showing, bringing, or pointing out objects of interest to other people

Do not express pleasure at other people's happiness

Children with Asperger syndrome may show delays in motor development, and unusual physical behaviors, such as:

Delays in being able to ride a bicycle, catch a ball, or climb play equipment

Clumsiness when walking or doing other activities

Repetitive behaviors, in which they sometimes injure themselves

Repetitive finger flapping, twisting, or whole body movements

Many children with Asperger syndrome are very active, and may also be diagnosed with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD). Anxiety or depression may develop during adolescence and young adulthood. Symptoms of obsessive-compulsive disorder and a tic disorder such as Tourette syndrome may be seen.



SO YOu can see why I'm panicing over this and why I"m a BUNDLE OF NERVOUS if I look very quite and silent. It not that I'm shy or anything I'm just terrified to mess up and make a fool of myself. So I don't wish people to judge me because of this and I would like people ot help me with some of these things I have problems with. Sure i might not ever get over them competely but having some good supportive friends to help m with this might make me a better person <3

[plays with her new puppet]

I need to wash her up but that for Thursday. Since I will be able to do that more proper for her.

Yeah need a name for my new puppet ferret. [snuggles] So any ideas on what item or hair thingy. Not sure. nya.

WAH HOOO!!!

Paid my thingy but I need to book my room next and see if I can get maybe a roomie or a car ride up. Not sure yet but wAH HOO!!

Going to be taken Sept 1-6 which means in there is the days of MFM.

SO yeah but today was hard at work, I need the heating pad where I can pick my heat temp and how long I want it on.

Got TRON the new tron I will watch it Friday.

I also will go to APPLE BEE next week with my new puppet. Who will be arriving this Thursday or Friday. Most likely it will be Thursday when I'm at work. Then I can watch it up and get it dry off for next Tuesday Montly feeding freenzy HORA!!

So this raptor is happy very happy and content. <3

HOW THE HELL can I been DENIED the time off for RCFM WT.F [bash head into the floor]

HOW DID I GET DENIED, HELL. It looks like our smart arse teenagers have ask for those week off. SO I can't get to go to RCFM I saved my times off to [cries] UGGGGG not fair.

WELL Fero is going to be evil she going to go MFM.

Soo MFM who is going to go to Memphis Fur Meet, cause I want to get to a Fur Con and I will not be DENIED another FUR CON DUE TO WORK!!!

I'm tired of work denining me the days I WANT OFF. THey give to those teenagers I think they where smart get in early but geez five years should I be given priority on the days off.

Oh well [hangs head] I maybe I can sneak in one Friday or Sunday not sure if I can. That depends on my mood.

WAH HA IT WILL BE MINE!!! [squels happily and bounces up down happily]

NYA!!!! Yeah the Raptor goes NYA cause I'm happy. I got the one PUPPET I wanted, the ONE PUPPET I been wanting since I saw the Funday Paw Pet Show, I stalk ebay and stalk and stalk a lot. Everytime I saw one or the other I had no money or I had money but out bid by someone else.

I found one buy now and I got it so YEAH!!




YEAH my ferret WAH HOO!!! [dances] NYA!!!!! HAPPY RAPTOR SQUEL OF HAPPYNESS!!!

What is this ferret going to be called... easy Ferocity. He he he happy RAPTOR!! [bounces happily] Not sure when it will get here but hopeful the next feeding freenzy I will have her at it. Hopeful the next feeding freenzy I WILL be going soo he he here comes the Raptor.

[purrs]

well before I go onto that my mother has been home for a week. We found out she had clots in her lungs. She happy to be home and enjoy everymoment.


As for the furname

Ferocity, yeah i know.... your not like that at all. It a name i use on a video game and I been calling myself that a lot lately so I'm Ferocity the Raptor. That it.